Contemplating

I do not like to air out my dirty laundry, but I have had some things happen in my life recently and it has finally broken me. I'm just done with dealing with this pain. I want to end it.

I won't ask. I'm not going to drudge up pain. Just letting you know, people care. No matter what happens, there is someone out there who will just listen. Ask, and there is sure to be one person that will just listen to what you have to say, silent and won't judge. People may act tough or indifferent, but everyone has had a low point in their life. I have SEVERAL times. It will be okay. Don't do anything rash, okay? We, or at least I, a fellow person who has been there, is here to vent to. To talk to at your darkest points.

I am not sure if I'm alright. It's been a week and I just can't shake it.

I feel like that daily but I continue life and still wait for someone stop telling me I am having pity party when really I need someone listen. :/ Don't let life itself make feel that way do something like hobbies that make you very happy and keep mind off things. Hell, I write in my journal so I could express how I feel as it helps a lot.

My uncle is declining in health. I had a feeling that it was happening.